It’s a nice day…. It’s a bad day
What would you do to get back to work and act normal when you feel miserable?
I got up early today because I heard my brother knocking the door to get the office keys and so after that I felt already alive. It is unusual for me because I always get up late in the morning. Maybe because it is the BONUS day! So I got up, made my choco milk and drunk. Then an idea pop up to me to get my notes and write how I will spend my money wisely so I won’t become poor on New Year’s eve and so I did and check for my mom to get some suggestions. After that, the news arrive and suddenly the world changed… my eyes get teary even though my mind says it’s not a big deal. Maybe that is what you call feelings..
Until now, its almost dinner and I can’t get my mind straight to work and be more productive. Yesterday was such a great day, I am even anticipating for this day and now it’s all a mess! I do not know how to even ignore this event and move on. I wish I could, it will be better for everyone. I wish I could just forget and pretend….
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ner on December 23rd, 2007
Though I don’t know what made you miserable, still I can relate. Of course, there are times that depression gets the best of you but don’t despair! I remember something I learned from Morrie (of Tuesdays with Morrie)… remember he was about to die. That’s awful, learning that anyday now you’ll die. So he sets five minutes each morning to grieve, weep all his dark thoughts and let it slide by because he has to control over his emotions. Emotions are temporary. 
Happy Holidays! May you have a love-filled Christmas and a blessed New Year ahead! God bless… ^_^
Junelle on December 21st, 2007
I think it would take getting used to it. I often feel miserable, maybe I got used to it to the time that when I feel like crying, I do cry.
For me, work has been a blessing, since I could get my mind to concentrate on it.